Merry Christmas!

I wish,I could give each child a star on this approaching Christmas,
I wish,I could gift each companionless a smile to wear,
I wish,I could fill the deserted hearts with happiness,
I wish,I could bring joy and excitement in the forlorn lives,
Only if I knew the store where they all are sold,
I could fullfill all my wishes.

I AM COMMITTED TO THE FREEDOM!!!!!!!

Following the light of freedom coming from an anonymous source,
I fly high in the sky beyond the emotions,expectations and the attachments.
Tired of the feelings that bring one image after the other,
I muster courage to boost my inner strength.
Far from the support of the loved ones, their trust and care,
I fly on my own to search those paths that would bring me close to the ultimate satisfaction.
I sit high above the ocean, facing the immortal Sun, looking at the trails that will guide me to my freedom!!!

Song by Atif Aslam :)..enjoy!!!

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de

Aansoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aansoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

Tu har ghadi har waqt mere saath raha hai
Haan yeh jism kabhi door kabhi paas raha hai
Jo bhi gham hain yeh tere unhein tu mera pataa de

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aansoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

Mujhko toh tere chehre pe yeh ghum nahin janchta
Jaayiz nahin lagta mujhe ghum se tera rishta
Sun meri ghuzarish ise chehre se hataa se
Sun meri ghuzarish ise chehre se hataa se

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aansoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

An article by Saundra L Washington

ACCEPT LIFE AS IT COMES
If you take life as it is, you will understand your frustations, grow from them and enjoy life's abundance.


Those living on the highest levels of life have learned to accept life on its own terms. There are some realities about life that we must accept. This is the key to living joyfully in communion with the heaveny while abiding here on earth. Life, no matterhow we choose to look at it, is a challenge. It is the beginning of a struggle that continues untill we breathe our last breath. Life is something that we did not request.None of us asked to be born. Neither did we ask to be poor, or black, tall or short. We did not ask to be a part of one family as opposed to another.

Life is full of risks.Thereis a certain elementof risk taking that is inherent in every venture we undertake; whether it is in bussiness, or in marriage, in a profession or in athletics. We never have complete security within ourselves. For we know that every moment we live, our lives are in constant danger. A stray bullet may hit us, a car emerging out of no where may crush us, and a slip of the foot may resullt in our death. So life is unpredictable. We get no warning, we are afforded no red alert, and we get no second chance at life.

It will help you to accept life on its own terms rather than struggle against it.Have an attitude that is open to all aspects of reality. We do this by accepting life on its own terms-accepting that pleasure and pain,happiness and unhappiness are all a natural part of the human experience.Fighting against life realities and adopting a stance of negativism only creats unnecessary pain and difficulty in your life.Accepting life allows you to understand your frustations,grow from them and experince life's abundance.

Whenevr we give god a spiritual applaud or standing ovation,it is for life. God has given us life, something so tremendous,potent and marvelous that no scholar has ever been so smart enough to detail its compostion or understand from where it derives its sustaining guidance.Life is a force so complex that it cannot be duplicatd. And, most amazing and thrilling of all, He has given us minds. It is through our minds,the thoughts we think with it, and the impressions we store in it, that we are conscious of living. In short, your life becomes just what your mindsmakes it for you and just what it tells you life is.

Few people go deep enough within their soul to realise its entire fullness,breadth and scope the amazing gift of life that enables them to pursuea lifetime of accomplishment. What a marvelous gift. What a marvelous power! God has endowed us with the power to think, to believe, to create, to choose, to imagine, to feel , to aspire.Having a wonderful sense of appreciation puts all our pitty complaints and frustations, irritations and negativity into prespective.You live on a realm beyond grudges, in-gratitude, selfishness and take-for-granted. You enjoy and value each moment and are determined to get the best out of every second.

Don't forget that God is a living energy to quicken, increase, and guide our own energy. The infinite Power Source is a living elixir to lift up, sustain and establish our own spirit. Being negative takes the spirit out of you. What is the point of God increasing your spirit while you at the same time decrease it with negatives? If you refuse God's gift of an abundant life, then you must do without it.

The unspoken truth of the so called Angel

Sitting under the blue sky,
I have recognised the right vs wrong deeds,
I have practised patience while comforting others in their grief,
Under the Superior's spell, I suffer for my unspoken,unintentional and ignorant missteps.
I shut my doors for those who didnt value my existence,
Tired of caring for those who didnt care for me enough,
I now keep the crown of an angel safely in a vault,
I have learnt the art of joining things,
I have learnt the art of helping the needful,
I have learnt the art of forgiving,
Now, it's time to show how much i respect the above things.

Life, it's beautiful!!

LIFE is an unforeseeable journey and a miraculous experience for all the souls who have come down from god's home to his creation called Earth. Usually, people come and go, it's the fact of life that everyone should know and accept. People come in your life with a purpose defined by god and his will and according to what we deserve. He decides our destiny by our deeds. Destiny sometimes is predecided even before we learn how to speak and act. People come in our lives to love us, teach us and finally leave. It might be a blessing in disguise as truly said by my friend, Lalli. Sometimes, you just cant control what you feel, during this time you feel life is unfair. People say whatever happens, happens for the best. God empties your hand only to fill it with better, if he doesn't then except it as a punishment as he has a right to do anything. We are characters playing a role in his story. He is alone too, thats the reason he has created us. I feel you will find hell or heaven on this earth. We see blasts, floods and various disasters and at those time we hate Him but He does it for a reason, best known to him. I am selfless, one should have a lot to give. I don't blame anyone cause this would erode what I had got. One gets what one deserves and is destined to get. A person changes not by his will but by his experiences, beliefs, god's will, deeds and his desires. Change is something that we are not accustomed to thats the reason we find it most difficult but we are brave to do difficult things as this is the true meaning of living a life, Change is constant. In life never hurt anyone intentionally thats the worse you can do. Be true to yourself and live a life full of love and most important try to be a good human being. Thank god for what you have if you find yourself helpless and unfair then leave it to Him, he will find a solution for his own child's problems. Love Him and lead a good life on this mysterious planet. God bless you all.

Divine guidance- its meaning

The main purpose of my blog is to make my readers(including me)to understand our relationship with the world and the Creator. It often happens, we think about life when we find it unfair or something goes amiss or when we have everything and still we want more.

I am in search of a guiadnce that would bring me close to the Creator. My blog is to help you in understanding the word LIFE and your relationship with the Creator. Inorder to know your relationship with Him, you should first know the two beautiful and extremely opposite feelings of life, Love and Pain. These are the two threads by which we are affix to god. We thank him when we are happy and crib when we are in pain. But, the time erodes gratitude faster than the beauty. So we tend to kiss off the gratitude in auspicious time and look for the beauty without realising the anguish in god's heart. We realise only when we fall or have an accident with cataclysm.
Truly said by my friend's brother, "Never give your soul to one, distribute it among family, friends and god. The reason when you long for someone the loving personality up there feels possessive about his child and takes away the person from you. He permits you to love someone but not more than Him.

There are different ways of approaching God. Everyone has their own way to convey their feelings to Him. For me its through writing and reading. Thats the time, I isolate myself with this earth and I connect myself with Him. While reading 'The Witch of Portobello' written by the most famous writer, Paulo Coelho, I started combining the individual lines and paragraph to understand the meaning of the most basic yet undefined words.

Why is patience so important?
Because it makes us pay attention.

Isn't the soul more important?
It is, but if your soul could communicate with your brain, you would be able to change even more things. I explained that before the thought, there is the divine spark that placed it there. Everything, absolutely everything on this Earth makes sense, and even the smallest things are worthy of our consideration.

Writing reveals the personality. A single letter requires us to distill in it all the energy it contains, as if we were carving out its meaning. The brush with which you are making these lines is just an instrument. It has no consciousness; it follows the desires of the person holding it. And in that it is very like what we call "life". Many people in this world are merely playing a role, unaware that there is an Invisible Hand guiding them. At this moment, in your hands, in the brush tracing each letter, lie all the intentions of your soul.

Written by Joel Selvaraj, my comrade.

He Careth for you….!

Most of the time when we become too close with this world or with the fellow human beings we tend to forget the fact that there is a Loving Creator who has fashioned us in His own image and in His own likeness. That is why it so happens that at times god forces certain people out of our lives.
That is the only time when we deny the horizontal vision (always looking on/for the things of this earth) and look vertically towards our Creator up there. That is the only time, for most of us, when we think about God lest alone about his love for us that was revealed on the cross.
One prominent reason for others not being able to fulfill our heart’s longing is that

THE LONGING WAS CREATED BY GOD, and IT WAS CREATED FOR GOD TO FULFILL.

It’s high time that one does indeed realize that there a loving personality up there who cares for you and me. He is just one call away. He has said “call unto me and I will answer.”

To my friends living in the exotic land!!

Purpose : remind you of this song!!!!enjoy!!

Yeh Jo Des Hai Tera,
Swades Hai TeraTujhe Hai Pukara....
Yeh Woh Bandhan Hai Jo Kabhi Toot Nahin Sakta

Mitti Ki Hai Jo Khushboo,
Tu Kaise BhulayegaTu Chahe Kahin JaYeh,
Tu Laut Ke Aayega
Nayee-Nayee Rahon Mein,
Dabi-Dabi Aahon MeinKhoyeh-Khoyeh Dil Se Tere Koi yeh KahegaYeh Jo Des Hai Tera,
Swades Hai TeraTujhe Hai Pukara....Yeh Woh Bandhan Hai Jo Kabhi Toot Nahin Sakta

Tujhse Zindagi Hai Yeh Kah RahiSab To Pa Liya,
Ab Hai Kya KamiYun To Sare Sukh Hai Barse,
Par Door Tu Hai Apne Ghar SeAa Laut Chal Tu Ab Deewane,
Jahan Koi To Tujhe Apna ManeAawaz De Tujhe Bulane,
Wohi DesYeh Jo Des Hai Tera, Swades Hai TeraTujhe Hai Pukara....
Yeh Woh Bandhan Hai Jo Kabhi Toot Nahin Sakta

Yeh Pal Hai wohi, Jismein Hain ChhupiPoori Ik Sadi,
Sari ZindagiTu Na Pooch Raaste Mein Kahe,
Aaye Hain Is Tarah DoraheTu Hi To Hai Raah Jo Sujhayeh,
Tu Hi To Hai Ab Jo Yeh BatayehJaYeh To Kis Disha Mein Jayeh,
Wohi DesYeh Jo Des Hai Tera, Swades Hai TeraTujhe Hai Pukara....
Yeh Woh Bandhan Hai Jo Kabhi Toot Nahin Sakta

Found & Lost

Two ivory birds flying among the clouds, singing and dancing with the rhythm of the wind. The greed of success clouded the loveliness of one bird's eyes which took him higher in the sky. He found the world even more alluring but in this desire he forgot his friend who was still among the clouds, flying contently. A plane hit the avid bird on his milky white neck but fortunately the considerate bird got hold of him. She got him in her magnanimous nest, cared throughout the bleak night. Compunction filled his heart instead of trying to cure the wound in her heart and show her love, he felt hard to find the words that would make her his again.

She left her nest in the morning with a note "God bless you and give you fortitude to fight the regret and make you learn how to manage the immaculate affiliation"

One song dedicated to my forever friends!!

I hope you would enjoy this song while playing and singing!!

Labon ko Labon pe sajao
Kya ho tum mujhe abb batao
Labon ko Labon pe sajao
Kya ho tum mujhe abb batao


Tod do khud ko tum
Banhon mein meri Banhon mein meri Banhon mein meri Banhon mein
Banhon mein meri Banhon mein meri Banhon mein meri Banhon mein


Tere ehsaasson mein Bheege lamhato mein
Mujhko doobati tishnagi si hain
Teri adao se dilkash khatao se
In lamho mein zindagi si hai
Haya ko zara bhool jaoo
Meri hi tarah pesh aao


kho bhi do khud ko tum
Raaton mein meri Raaton mein
meri Raaton mein meri Raaton mein


Labon ko Labon pe sajao
Kya ho tum mujhe abb batao
Labon ko Labon pe sajao
Kya ho tum mujhe abb batao

Tere zajbaaton mein mehki si saason mein
Ye jo mehek Sang lisi hai
Dil ki panahon mein bekhri si aahon mein
Sone ki khwasish jagi si hai
Chehre se chehra chupao
Sine ki dhadkan sunavo

Dekh lo khud ko tum
Annkhon mein meri Annkhon mein
meri Annkhon mein meri Annkhon mein

Labon ko Labon pe sajao
Kya ho tum mujhe abb batao
Labon ko Labon pe sajao
Kya ho tum mujhe abb batao

My Innocent Laugh!!!!

My innocent laugh is no where to be seen. I have probably lost it in the unknown land or someone else has either taken it away by love or fate finally decided to snatch it away. I have lost my innocent laugh that made me dance without music.


Blank spaces are part of our life. I feel they are most important or else there would be no perfect singing, dancing or writing. For me, my innocent laugh was a blank space. If I think for a second, I feel my innocent laugh filled the gaps so perfectly, I now fear to commit that I lived mostly for the blank spaces.


My innocent laugh was my teacher,guide,friend and coach. Staring at me, in dark it conveyed that it will never leave my face. But alas, it had to live for someone else, to enhance the beauty of the most beautiful, to embrace the more needful, to sing for the most fortunate and to dance with the most perfect.

I let my sins burn in silence and plead the Hand, who wrote me in the book of the world to provide guidance to my innocent laugh!!!

Walk at a beach.

It was almost four when I reached the beach. The beach was empty and I could see only few birds hovering in the sky. I sat down to admire the exquisite beach.

I saw a group consisting of four guys walking towards the beach. It seemed that they were not localites. They moved towards the sea as if they saw it for the first time.
Among the four I looked at the tallest guy: he seemed content with life, he looked smart in his blue jeans, blue lined white informal shirt. He made others smile as if that’s the only job he has got in his life. I then looked at the other guy who was in his twenties yet he had a big mustache, he looked great in plain black t-shirt and among the all he looked intelligent and serious. The third guy had a thin hairline, he was singing and enjoying the weather. I felt he was missing someone and walked away from the group hinting them that he needed some time to spend alone. I then saw the last guy, he had sharp jawline and broad shoulders. Looking hot in his blue semi-formal shirt, blue jeans and flat shoes he walked confidently towards the shore. I realized that he was calling someone to come along. I looked back and to my surprise I saw a beautiful girl.

She was tall, fair and slim.She stood straight, covering her face with right hand protecting it from the heat. She folded her jeans till knees, pulled down her plain white short sleeved sporty t-shirt to cover her thin waist and moved with grace towards the guy. She had beautiful eyes lined with kajal and wore a teasing smile. On reaching the shore they all played in water and got drenched. The group looked happy and content.

At the time of sunset, I realized that they were all separated and were standing alone. I got up and walked towards the girl. She was walking alone,half deep inside the water,looking down and talking to herself. I saw that the guys noticed her too but did not ask her to stop. T hey gave her space and time to come back. To my surprise she was coming closer to me but she wasn’t aware of where she was heading. She was just 5m away when she realized that I was looking at her. She stopped.

Me: "Hi"
Girl: “Hi”
Me : “What are you finding deep inside the water (She seemed friendly).”
Girl: “Nothing, hey look there, can u see three colours?.”
Me: “O yes, I am sure you know their names.”
Girl: “(hehe)The one touching the sky is sea green, my favorite, next to it is bluish green
and then blue.”
Me: “What do you wish right now.”
Girl” “I wish I could paint that guy who is standing deep inside the water.”

I looked at the guy, since it was sunny I could only see the outline of his body. It seemed he was the son of the Sun. The moment was beautiful. She then asked me my wish. I am sure I shouldn’t have said honestly but I asked her to stand on my feet and hold me until the strongest wave took her away from me. I was sure she would say no but she agreed as if testing my love for her. She stood on my feet and held me from back still maintaining distance and inclined towards the side. I could only feel her cold feet and warm hand touching my back. We stood for quite some time. She was determined to not let her feet touch the ground and stood like a strong mountain facing all the strongest waves. Even the biggest wave didn’t break her determination. She then asked me to leave her and let her go and I did. She walked back towards her group and never looked back. I then realized that she was a brave girl who can withstand all storms in her life while giving support to those who needed her. Tears then filled my eyes when I saw her walking away from me in search of light emanating from her own heart.

First experience of a flight

I walked towards the flight,
while feeling the breeze hitting my ears,
the dazzling lights enchanting us to board a flight of hope and excitement.

Sitting on the seat,
I tried to look through the small window,
Hoping to see a view, a view similar to god's vision.

My friend played a heartbreaking song,
named ' Feeling blue,Feeling blue',
but it didnt kill the enjoyment within me,
when the plane was determined to reach the sky.

When the wheels left the runaway,
I felt an enormous excitement,
I hoped that this flight would take me,
to a place where there are no worries, sorrows and breaks.

I saw the buildings turning into spots,
as the flight moved higher and higher,
I thought that the world is like a beautiful necklace,worn by the universe
and I felt proud to be a part of this shining world.

Among the clouds while flying high,
I wished to look at the smiling bright stars,
I wish to find a place where my spirit can rest with peace.

But then again,I was surrounded by darkness,
I then realised that life is a road which,
takes turns to show the glow of pearls that,maks us smile
and to show the dark ocean,where we lose our hopes and probably our soul.

The plane needs two wings to balance itself inorder to reach it's destiny,
Similarly, life balances itself by making us experience good and bad,
inorder to help us to reach the destined place that god has decided for us.

One month away

During our last time on the airport,
I just wanted to see your enthralling eyes,
Eyes that were smiling bright.
My heart skipped a beat when I saw your last captivating smile,
It almost killed me to tell you goodbye.

The journey from the airport to home seemed a lifetime,
My new life is still incomplete without your presence,
Seconds turned into hours and days turned into weeks,
All alone in this world I began to look for peace.

New friends brought happiness in my life, but
it was incomparable in front your dimpled smile.
It was then later in the midnight,
while I was lying on the bed,
looking at the stars from a small window,
One month away I realised that my love is a star,
A star that has gone away to shine bright,
to shower the love from the sky.

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It's been days seeing you,
It's been hours being with you,
There have been moments,
where I have been missing you.

The surprises that you gave,
the feeling of special that you made me feel,
No one can ever take your place,
A place of heaven where I lay my head to sleep.

Wrap in your arms,
I see myself listening to you heartbeats,
Heartbeats that speak of trust and love.
I miss the warmth of your breath that tickled my cheeks.
I miss the dominating style that brought me close while dancing.
I miss the red wine which we drank in 'Rain'.
I miss your penetrating eyes that saw my mouth while yawning.
I miss your crackling sound that woke me up,
I miss the music and songs that made me cry,
I miss your butterfly kiss that tickled my hands,
I miss the sweetest kiss that made me shy,
I miss your hug that made you mine.

Feelings

When you feel the feelings feel them completely. Let them run through your nerves,brain and your heart, then only you would realise the purpose of your life and the wish of god who has sent each one of us to explore a life with a heart full of feelings. Grab each oppurtunity to express your feelings before the time elapses, if you miss to express at the right time you might miss the person for the lifetime.

I think you should know now

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I had written this poem in eight standard.Just thought of adding it here.

A kiss from your lips,
A warm sensuous touch,
A display of devotion,
I want it so much.

When we hug,
I feel so complete,
What glorious fortune it was,
for you and I to meet.

You are so special,
comparable to few,
I think you should know,
I am always thinking of you.
All I want to is to stear your heart,
And for us to be together.
To never be apart.

I promise my soul,
will always be true,
If only you allow,
me to love you.

Scared to fall in love

I was so afraid to fall in love,
And that it would break my heart,
But when i first got with you,
I knoew I loved you from the start.

No one has ever treated me,
In anyway close to what you do,
You are caring,sweet and loving,
And I only want to be with you.

There is no way to let you know for sure,
How it is that I feel
And how can I prove to you,
That my love is really real.

I guess that time can only show,
How it is I feel inside,
And know that my feelings for you
Are nothing I want to hide.

Only you, nothing else caught my glance!

In the cloudy sky, I saw the sun smiling bright,
Myriad of white birds flying towards the sky.
I saw the tiny waves dying at the shore.
The lake looked so pretty with the shimmer all over its face.
For me, the view was still incomplete,
I turned to look at the boy sitting besides me,
Unaware of his surroundings, he wore a pensive look.
Then only i could realise the silent mourns,
I felt the shiver in his hands,
I felt the deep heavy breaths.
Then I saw the shining eyes that couldn't hold the tears of grief,
Grief of not his own, but of someone else that his heart couldn't bear.
Holding him tightly, I kissed on his shoulders,
A smile flashed on his face with deep dimples.
It ws then a complete view of bliss that,
gave me eternal peace.
Only you, my friend that caught my glance.
A glance that lasted for a moment but seemed for hours.