PS I love you

Today, I saw a very nice movie in a theatre that is as small as my room. I felt like my dream threatreroom. You can say PS I love you is totally like a hindi movie. It will make you cry right from the beginning till the end.
I some times wonder whether such kind of love exists in the world. I get an answer yes from within. If such a story comes in the director's mind I am sure it must have come in the Creator's mind.
Here i want to say , God if thats ur name then I love you, yes i do. Thank you god.

I wiped my eyes with my hands and struggled for three hours. Finally at the end when I couldnt be strong I surrendered and for the first time i really really felt like being in his arms and to cry it out. I screamt inside his body taking a few deep gasps.
It was a force i felt on my neck, a hand holding me tight to finish it out. Thanku God , i do have a nice friend.

Reality is something i beleive in. I am happy and i am happy with all new realizations.
I, me, myself. All i know is ''I WANT''.
:)

My bday gift!!

Before each bday i hv alws been excited and i alws expected something nice will happen tomo and my frds will mk my bday beautiful as i made theirs..for me trust is very imp...
I wanna do something crazy and mk my own bday special...
Give me strength give me..I m ur own creation!!

Conversation i had with a nice frd.....
Boy: Who created seas?
Girl: God
Boy:Which place do you want to visit?
Girl:Switzerland
Boy:why?
Girl:I like admiring beauty
Boy:So you like admiring beauty?
Girl:Yes
Boy:Would you like to destroy it?
Girl:no
boy:Would you interrupt his changes to make it more beautiful
Girl:no
Boy:Why?
Girl:CAuse i dont want to destroy his creation
Boy:good!Who created man?
Girl:um..god
Boy:So do want to destroy this beauty?
Girl:no
BOy:who created you?
Girl:god
Boy:do you think you are beautiful?
Girl:yes
Boy:so shouldnt you not admire yourself?
Girl:yes
Boy:do you want to destroy it or change anything
Girl:no
Boy:Dats it love yourself then
Girl:Thanky you, got my bday gift!!

Similarism!!

I am so in love with The Fountain Head written by Ayn Rand, a writer of great power.

Howard Roark,the intransigent young architect, egotist and self sacrificing, one who knows what he wants from his life, a man of definite integrity, who never surrendered in challenging situations, strong mind and loyal to his own virtues. A man who loved a woman, named Domnique, different, arrogant, unpredictable to others. She chose a path of suffering to get her true love. She endured pain, blocked her lover's success while suffering, a feeling that kept them together without speaking to each other for seven years.

This is all about a feeling which I felt similar to Roark's feeling towards Gail, Dominique's loyal husband. He was the owner of Newyork banner's, a newspaper who promoted and supported the selfish people. Fooled innocent public with their crafty and deceiving writing.
Gail who loved Howard as a person but didnt have courage to fight against his own betrayment.

Feelings of Howard similar to what i felt a long time ago for someone....
A letter by him to Gail,
" Gail, I know. I hoped you could esacpe it, but since it had to happen, start again from where you are. I know what you're doing to yourself. You're not doing it for my sake, it's not up to me, but if this help you I want to say that I'm repeating, now, everything I've ever said to you. Nothing has changed for me. You're still what you were. I'm not saying that I forgive you, because there can be no such question between us. But if you cant forgive yourself, will you let me do it? Let me say that it doesn't matter, it's not the final verdict on you. Give me the right to let you forget it. Go on just on my faith untill u've recovered. I know it's something no man can do for another, but if I am what I've been to you, you'll accept it. Call it blood tranfusion. You need it. Take it. Do it for my sake if that will help you. But do it. Come back. There will be another chance. What you think you've lost can neither be lost nor found. Don't let it go."

But i know the time has gone for these words..The person has become deaf and he surrendered...
This is HIS wish, the Big hand and the creator thats what people believe.

I know the truth, The man who changed himself and didnt remember a single word...How many of us are victims to this? How many of us due to EGO never speak to people whom we had met in life, by saying you are not the same person to me any more...how many have got the courage or guts to heal our own wounds and still accept people...and they claim that we are dependents. Do they hear themselves while talking!!!!!!

How many of you lose a person just because of ego(when you have done something wrong and not the person you left), blaming....
Do you ever try to smile or say hi when you see that person by chance or do you even try to get in touch. I MAY ASK why do we let our weakness win. Why for the happiness we kill and hurt those who gave their heart and soul.

People say every one has to go through this phase....
You meet people by chance for the first time later is your choice to treasure them or throw them!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Valentine's day to all!!!

Bobby Bare - 500 Miles away from home.......

I'm five hundred miles away from home
Teardrops fell on mama's note when I read the things she wrote
She said we miss you son we love you come on home
Well I didn't have to pack I had it all right on my back
Now I'm five hundred miles away from home

Away from home away from home cold and tired and all alone
Yes I'm five hundred miles away from home
I know this is the same road I took the day I left home
But it sure looks different now
Well I guess I look different too cause time changes everything
I wonder what they'll say when they see their boy looking this way
Oh I wonder what they'll say when I get home
Can't remember when I ate it's just thumb and walk and wait
And I'm still five hundred miles away from home
If my luck had been just right I'd be with them all tonight
But I'm still five hundred miles away from home
Away from home away from home...

My friend's request,Adi!!!!!

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleepsand I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk aloneI walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk aloneI walk alone
I walk aloneI walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ahAh-ah, Ah-ah
I walk aloneI walk a...I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
.My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...